Category: Aliens

Waking Up Paralyzed

Waking Up Paralyzed

My first experience with what is referred to as sleep paralysis happened when I was nineteen. I was at home, sleeping alone in my room, when I awoke in the middle of the night, paralyzed, and saw something standing next to my bed. I do not remember what it looked like.

My second experience happened about five months later, when I was twenty, while sleeping on a living room sofa at a friend’s house. Again, it was during the middle of the night and I was paralyzed. That time, I saw something right on top of me, as if it were sitting on my chest. It was very thin, maybe three feet tall at the most if it had been standing, and was a grayish flesh-tone.

I didn’t have any more experiences until late 2000 or early 2001, then it happened again. I only caught a glimpse of the beings standing next to my bed and they sort of looked like a very short, thin, old lady dressed in black with a tall, muscular man standing behind her. I started avoiding going to bed at night, staying awake as long as I could. By 2008, I was staying awake until five in the morning.

The beings continued to show up in the middle of the night from that point on. Sometimes only once a year, sometimes more often. As the years progressed, I started to see them more clearly.

The shorter of the two always stood the closest to me. It had a round head, large, dark, round eyes, almost white skin, no hair, a very small mouth, and appeared to be wearing a white garment. It stood around three feet, six inches tall. Off to its right, I saw the bottom half of what looked like a man wearing black camo pants, a black belt, and dark top. I never saw the human(oid) above the waist.

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A drawing of what I’ve seen standing next to my bed around 3 AM.

In 2018, I started to notice a pattern. On the nights when they would visit, I would become extremely groggy, as if I’d been drugged, within ten or fifteen minutes before three in the morning. If I laid down and fell asleep, I would awaken to see the pale, white being right in front of me, only inches away, and the other person/being standing off to its right, about four feet away from me. I would be completely terrified in my paralyzed state and I knew I needed to try to remain calm in order to observe. One night, I managed to push the fear aside and start questioning the shorter being, telepathically, about what it wanted and where it was from. I was only able to get those two questions out before it disappeared. I didn’t receive any answers and I haven’t been visited since.

These days, I normally don’t go to bed until the sun comes up. A few times a month, I have nights when I don’t sleep at all.


The Owl Connection

The Owl Connection

When I was seventeen, we moved to Marana, Arizona, a small town located approximately thirty minutes from Tucson. At that time, the town was still developing and most of the roads weren’t paved. One night, when I was (probably) nineteen years old, as I was arriving home late, I was startled by a face. It turned out to be a large, white owl which was sitting on the gate post of our driveway. It was as if it were waiting on my return. While it was only a little over two feet tall, I remember it seeming HUGE. I also remember an eerie feeling coming over me that left me a bit shaken for a while after the incident.

I never researched what types of owls were found in Arizona until 2017 or 2018. That’s when I did search after search online trying to find a two-foot tall, all-white owl native to Arizona. There are none. In fact, I was unable to find any large, white owls in North America that matched the description of the one I saw that night. However, it’s face was close to the one depicted in an owl painting, Fade to White, by Maria Cameron.

During that time in my life, I was practicing astral projection and had a growing interest in tarot, runes, and the chakra system.

The next owl sighting took place when I was in my thirties. We were living in California at the time in a small, coastal town. There was an owl sitting on the roof of the house across the street looking over at our house. My husband and I noticed it multiple times. It was a small, brown owl that resembled a species of great horned owls found throughout California.

During that period of my life, I was a practicing Reiki Master/Teacher and I was taking a psychic development class to help understand the entities who were waking me up at night. I was also a website developer and graphic designer.

The third owl incident happened in Peoria, Arizona in late 2006 through at least the beginning of 2007. We had moved into a house there so my daughters could be closer to their father, my first husband, and my husband could be closer to his two children. About six months after moving in, we noticed two, large, great horned owls sitting on a power poll near our home, we could see them perfectly from our back yard. Sometimes we would go out to enjoy our heated spa and they would fly over and perch on the pole as if to watch us. Other times, I would hear them from inside the house and walk outside to look at them. They were there every night for months, then they stopped showing up.

That house was very active, and I don’t just mean with your typical life or energy forms. There were shadow people, a ghost boy, “fairy” sparks… all kinds of things. One night when my husband and I were walking back into the house after relaxing outside, we even saw a UFO fly about 50 feet over our house.

During that time in my life, I was interacting with a group of women online. We talked about various spiritual, philosophical, and paranormal topics. Even though I considered myself just one of the group, many of them looked to me as their leader. I was only trying to facilitate spiritual growth and the opening of minds regarding what is possible. We focused on manifesting, healing, and creativity. It was really beautiful for about a year, then the group fell apart. However, I am still connected to a few of them to this day.

Is it Real, or is it Technology?

Is it Real, or is it Technology?

I feel as if I have been experiencing two different realities simultaneously my entire life. One reality which is concrete and rooted in the material world, the other which is very abstract and bordering on incomprehensible.

I have gone years without any encounters or paranormal activity, only receiving messages every now and then to keep me safe. It has been suggested that it is my higher-self that I’ve been hearing, but I know the difference between my ‘voice’ and this other voice. I know the difference between my own, internal dialogue and this other being with a male voice who I’ve interacted with throughout my life during times of danger, great change, or emotional turmoil.

Since February of 2017, not a day has gone by without my questioning who I have been interacting with all these years. There are days when I believe it’s not a being or person from some other dimension or place in the universe. Sometimes I feel like it is a human from right here on Earth somehow tapping into my thoughts.

During my research, I discovered information regarding the Voice of God technology. It was utilized during the war with Iraq and may have been used on common citizens to cause them to carry out terrible crimes. The Pentagon even admits to working on these types of technologies. Some individuals even claim they are being targeted and harassed by a technology that generates intrusive thoughts. Many think these individuals are delusional but our government is no stranger to covert operations. The first successful transmission of a voice directly into the head of an individual happened in 1974. It was performed by Dr. Joseph C. Sharp of the Walter Reed Army Institute of Reseach.

Have I been part of some type of experiment my entire life? If so, then our government not only has the ability to transmit messages to targeted individuals, it also has the ability to read our minds. Have all of my silent wishes that have come true, all of my discussions with the voice I’ve known since childhood — has it all been part of something I’ve taken part in without my consent? The scientific reports call mind-reading a new technology but we all know the government has these technologies long before the public learns about their existence. Many horrifying experiments involving mind control have also taken place that were never supposed to be leaked to the public.

The fact that one of my uncles, who was previously in the Navy, did Top Secret work for the government for at least thirty years doesn’t bring me any comfort. Nor does the fact that I was born only an hour away from the Wright-Patterson Air Force Base. As a child, every time we would visit my aunt who lived in Dayton, Ohio, which was only 22 minutes from the base, an uncomfortable feeling would come over me when we were fifteen or twenty minutes away. The closer we got to my aunt’s house, the more discomfort I felt. I traveled a lot with my parents when I was a child but I never had that sensation during any of our other trips.

I also can’t trust the things I see. Holographic technologies date back to 1947 when scientists were working on the improvement of an electron microscope. Bell Labs, the Air Force, IBM, Nasa, General Electric… they have all been developing holographic technology. When two of my encounters were with blue beings, and numerous sightings I’ve had were of shadowy figures, I wonder if I am merely being shown things someone wants me to believe are real.

How can I believe anything I see, feel, or hear when I know these technologies are out there, and I know our government doesn’t ask permission to use these technologies on the general public? I know I have experiences and encounters that have seemed real, but what if it’s all been ‘magic’?

How can you know what’s real?

The Sun Child – Trilateral Insignia?

The Sun Child – Trilateral Insignia?

On November 16, 2017, an image of several drawings by different individuals was posted on the Earthfiles website and Facebook page depicting what people had seen while looking up at the bottom of a UFO.

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From Linda Moulton Howe’s Earthfiles Site

When I saw the drawings, I let out a gasp and sat frozen in my seat. The drawings were like the ones I had done when trying to describe something I’d seen in a dream when I was nineteen years old. In the dream, I looked up to the sky and saw a round object that resembled a face with lines through it. I referred to it as the Sun Child and became very agitated and frightened. I looked at the person I was with in the dream and said something like, “We need to go! The Sun Child is after me!”

  I had told my husband about that dream a few times because it has always bothered me. Right after seeing it on the Earthfiles website, I woke him up to ask him if he remembered me telling him about the dream. He does remember when I told him about the Sun Child dream as well as other dreams and encounters I had as a child.

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The object Chloe Easterling saw in a dream.
Blue Spheres Encounter

Blue Spheres Encounter

I’m fuzzy regarding the exact year (I think it was in November of 2009), I had an encounter with my husband present. Although he knew I never lied or made things up, I know a part of him struggled when I would tell him about my experiences. However, after our experience together, he understood that everything I had shared with him was real.

He and I had been watching a movie or playing a game late one night and we went to grab a snack. We headed downstairs and into the kitchen. You could see the family room from where we stood in the kitchen, and in the family room there were multiple, blue, glowing orbs floating in the air. They each moved independently of one another but they remained together in a group. I asked my husband, “Are you seeing this?”

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Drawing depicting a blue sphere with energy swirling around within it.

  He said yes and asked me what it was. I told him I didn’t know. We stood and watched the orbs, which were approximately the size of a softball, for at least fifteen seconds. Then the orbs shot off to the left (our right) behind a wall where we couldn’t see them. Then I felt energy running through my body. I asked my husband to look at me and he did, and I said, “No, look at my back and tell me what you see.”

  When he looked at my back, he was astonished. He told me that my hair, shirt, and sweatpants all looked like they were being pulled away from my body. I told him to stand behind me, put his arms around me, and to pull me as close to him as he could. He did and he said that he felt an energy being pushed right through the front of my body to the back, then felt a force (he describes as a magnetic force) pushing against him. Then we both felt something slip from between us and move away to our left. I perceive that experience as a gift to me so that my husband would know, with complete certainty, that my experiences are real.

  The orbs returned several times after that initial incident and, during three of those visits, I felt the same energy being run from the base of my spine to the crown of my head.


Light Being – Angelic

Light Being – Angelic

At some point between 2002 and 2005, while receiving craniosacral therapy from a massage therapist/energy worker, a being appeared right above me. It appeared as pure white and golden light, and it had a shape that most would refer to as angelic. The massage therapist always closed her eyes while performing craniosacral therapy so she didn’t see the being.

In the presence of the light being, I was filled with intense love and a bliss I have never experienced before or since. I laid there with tears of joy streaming from my eyes. The being bent down and kissed me in the center of my forehead. It was an amazing experience. I know it imparted some information to me, but I cannot recall any of it on a conscious level.

How I Met My Husband

How I Met My Husband

My husband Michael had Multiple Sclerosis when I married him. He started experiencing problems in 1988 when he woke up one morning and couldn’t walk. Initially, the cause of his paralysis was undetermined. He began aquatic therapy and steroids and, after two months, the feeling started returning to his legs.

In 1989, he woke up and the entire left side of his body was affected. He said he looked like he’d had a stroke. After numerous tests had been run, including an MRI and four spinal taps, he was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis and his doctor put him on betaseron. Michael developed neutralizing antibodies which caused an overreaction in his t-cells that targeted the mylan sheath in his brain stem. The treatment resulted in causing partial paralysis in his diaphragm and also caused severe pain in the left side of his brain. He also had lesions in his lower spine affecting the nerves in his legs.

Michael was unable to walk and in a wheelchair for nine months. His doctor told him he’d probably never be able to walk again. He started aquatic therapy for a second time and also had a nurse coming to his home to administer TENS therapy. After a year of therapy and a lot of determination, he was able to walk again with a cane.

Micheal was then put on another medication, Avonex, to slow down the progression of lesions in his brain. The lesion on his brain stem worsened, becoming larger, and at that point his neurologist told him he was probably going to die. He was given only a 20% chance to survive. His neurologist had nine other patients with the same diagnosis who are all now deceased, eight of which died during the first year after diagnosis. Michael was told to get his affairs in order and remove all stresses in his life.

Michael left his wife and children in Arizona, at his wife’s request, and returned to his parents home in San Luis Obispo, California. There, he started meditation and cannabis therapy (which his neurologist had suggested and wife was completely against). He put on his wetsuit and began floating in the ocean almost daily.

His wife had told him that he had a “green light” to sleep with other women while he was in California. He thought that was odd as he would never consider such a thing. A neighbor called Micheal while he was at his parent’s house and asked him if he knew someone who drove a black BMW. He told him that someone who drove one had been staying at the house while Michael was away. Micheal eventually found out that his wife had started an intimate relationship with both her boss and with a fellow coworker she had know for years. She did it “for the children.”

After five months, Michael’s neurologist called to tell him about a new therapy, Solu Medrol, and suggested that he return to Arizona for treatment in the hospital.

Michael returned to Arizona and was admitted to the hospital for intravenous treatment. The IV dosage was supposed to be infused over a twelve hour period but the directions were written incorrectly and the entire infusion was set to be administered in only two hours. In just over an hour, Michael flatlined.

He left his body and saw some type of being that he was afraid of. It had something behind it that resembled a burnt-copper sewer lid. The creature was brownish-gray in color with no hair, a long face, and thin arms. Then he heard someone say, “Code blue! Grab a crash cart!”

He doesn’t know how much time elapsed between the time he passed out and the time the nurses rushed in. He traveled, out of body, down the hospital corridor and into a waiting room. There, he witnessed a Mexican family gathered around one another in tears.

Michael suddenly found himself in what he describes as a large, white room where he heard an unfamiliar, female voice. She told him it wasn’t his time but he could leave then if he wished. Or, he could return and have a new life.

The next thing he remembered was the sensation of hitting his head against a wall, hearing alarms, having something jammed down his throat, and a group of nurses trying to hold him down. They were telling him that he was okay, to just relax, that he had been intubated.

They had used a defibrillator which left burn marks as evidence on his chest. However, his original chart had disappeared and a new, blank chart was left in its place. When his doctor noticed this, he became very angry. The neurologist was told there was an incident but it was merely an anxiety attack. After speaking to Michael, seeing the burn marks on his chest, and hearing what he remembered about the incident, the doctor left the room. He returned to tell Michael that he had ordered an MRI to see if there had been any brain damage from when he had coded.

Later that day, October 30, 1996, his neurologist returned with the MRI images. He placed the images on the wall and said the lesion he had been monitoring for two years was gone. Michael got out of bed, looked at the scan, and saw a healed mylan sheath on his brain stem. The active lesion, the one that was supposed to kill him, was now completely gone leaving only scar tissue in its place. Michael told the doctor he wanted to be discharged immediately. He’d decided that he would more likely be killed by interns and nurses than by an MS attack.

Michael called his wife to to tell her the good news, but she didn’t sound happy about the miraculous healing that had taken place. After picking him up, anytime she made eye contact it was with a cold, unemotional look. The next day, Halloween, she was distant and complaining about every little thing. When I stopped by their house with my daughters, she was irritated and saying, “Why didn’t you put the candy in the bowl like I told you to?”

He left the following day and returned to California. He received a letter from his wife within the first week telling him that she was moving in with her boss. She wrote that she originally thought it would be the coworker and friend she’d know for years, but she had fallen in love with her boss and, therefore, wouldn’t be at their home when Michael returned. On Thanksgiving day, Michael walked into a quiet, empty house that he didn’t leave for two weeks.

I was twenty-nine at that time and in the process of divorcing my first husband. He was an abusive alcoholic and his behavior was getting worse. He was staying out all night, not communicating or spending time with his daughters, going to strip bars, and (I later found out) he had started using methamphetamines and sleeping with a coworker.

He had previously befriended our neighbor who had Multiple Sclerosis. His daughter and our daughters played together almost daily for over two years. Things had changed drastically since our neighbor moved to be with his parents in California due to his worsening health. Not having a person with morals and values to spend time with, my husband spent time with those who didn’t.

If I hadn’t had a group of friends I’d met through the poetry circuit to offer emotional support, as well as college classes to focus on, I know things would have been more difficult for me. I eventually started seeing someone in early October, 1996. He was someone I’d known for a year but wasn’t someone any of my friends could have possibly imagined me with. After two months, I understood why. It’s amazing how well someone can hide their addictions… at least in the short-term.

On the evening of Friday, December 13, 1996, I was driving home from a little coffee shop where I’d just run into another poet I knew. He had asked me out and we exchanged numbers. As I drove, I had the radio on and I was caught up in thoughts about what the upcoming date would be like. Then the voice I’d communicated with since childhood chimed in and told me to go to Michael’s house. Michael had been a friend of my soon-to-be ex-husband and his house was right behind ours. I argued with the voice, as I always did, saying there was no way I was going to Michael’s house. The voice was persistent, saying, “You need to go to Michael’s house.”

I told it to give me one good reason as to why I should go to Michael’s house. The voice said, “You need to invite him to your house for Christmas dinner.” It went on to say that Michael’s wife had left him, taken the kids with her, and that Michael was alone and depressed. “People often commit suicide during the holidays.” I couldn’t argue with that kind of logic, nor could I bear the thought of someone killing themselves, so I went to Michael’s house. 

  When Michael opened the door, he looked so sad and defeated. I sat down with him in his living room and told him that he couldn’t give up on life just because she had left him. I told Michael that he needed to get out of the house and do something. He said everyone was busy because of work or the upcoming holidays. I offered to spend time with him, suggesting we go play a few games of pool, then he asked me if I wanted to go the following evening. I hadn’t told him about the date I had set up with someone else, but I couldn’t say no. Instead, I went home, called the other guy and told him about what had just happened, and we postponed our date until Sunday. I never had the opportunity to go out with that guy because I fell in love with Michael during our pool date and he and I have been together ever since.

 Ten days after my first date with Michael, on Christmas Eve, he and I were out in his back yard staring up at the sky. We saw a falling star and we each made a wish. Then I said (in my head), “If this is the man you’ve promised me, the one I’ve been waiting for, I want a sign. I want to see an arrow in the sky.”

I didn’t dwell on the sign I’d asked for after that but, on February 12, 1997, as Michael and I were driving from Phoenix, Arizona to San Luis Obispo, California to get married, I looked up at the crescent moon in the sky and saw a perfect arrow pointing towards it. Excited, I asked Michael, “Do you see that?!?” He looked up and he was amazed. I then told him what I had asked for and, as I finished, the arrow dispersed. It was a perfect arrow. A solid white arrow with straight lines. People always ask if it was just a cloud that looked like an arrow and I tell them, “No. Absolutely not. Clouds don’t form into solid, white arrows with straight lines.”

Call Me Blue – Mantis Being

Call Me Blue – Mantis Being

I used to have my own website and graphic design business which I ran from my home. This was back when I had to create entire websites by typing in HTML coding, before I had a site builder program to create code automatically. One afternoon, I was struggling with a new page I was creating for a client. There was an error in my HTML coding that was throwing the entire page off. I kept looking for the error, scanning each line at least five times, but couldn’t find it. Frustrated, I got up and went to the kitchen to get another glass of iced tea.

When I returned to the room, an eight-foot tall, insect-like, blue, holographic being was standing right next to my desk. I only looked directly in its direction that one time, while entering the room, so I can’t give a detailed description, but it’s head was shaped like that of a preying mantis and it appeared to be wearing some sort of cape. I was a little alarmed and stopped in my tracks for a second. However, I didn’t feel anything negative from the being, so I went and sat back down at my desk. Then the being spoke to me telepathically and told me where to find the error in my code. I looked where it said and, yes, there it was. I thanked the being and asked its name. The being said, “You can call me Blue.”

I know we talked for a while but I don’t remember anything else that was said. I called up a friend later, one that wouldn’t think I was crazy, and told her what had happened. She said, “It sounds like you were visited by an alien.”

An alien? That looked like an insect? She assured me that some extraterrestrials do look insect-like. I went online to search for types of alien beings and, on an obscure little site, I found images someone had drawn of a being who resembled Blue. These were referred to as the Mantis Beings. Very appropriate.

The fact that this being appeared as a holographic image has always bothered me. Especially the fact that the entire holograph was blue in color. If highly advanced beings are visiting us from other places in the galaxy or universe, or from other dimensions, one would expect their technology to be far more advanced than our own. Why, then, was Blue completely blue? And why didn’t I ever notice any motion in the holograph?

What am I suggesting? I’m not sure yet, just that upon reflection it seems a bit odd. I would like to point out that the geoengineering taking place in our atmosphere utilizes strontium barium niobate, the same substance is used to produce holographic images. Could most sightings merely be holographs?

Earliest Memories of the Beings

Earliest Memories of the Beings

When I was child, I had recurring ‘dreams’ of laying on a flat table in a well-lit room with beings moving around me. I don’t remember seeing any corners to the room and there was no light source. It was as if the light was being emitted from the walls. It was a cool light with a subtle blue tint. There was a woman (or what appeared to be a woman) with long, brown hair who wore a long, white garment. I never saw her face. There were other, shorter beings around the sides and bottom of the table that I always thought of as cats because they felt furry against my skin.

There were two versions of the ‘dream’. In one, I experienced the sensation of having liquid poured on my skin. In the other, my entire body felt like I was being tickled with feathers. I always awoke from these ‘dreams’ in the middle of the night. I remember my mother commenting in the mornings about my clothing being on backward or inside-out. Looking back, I no longer believe those were dreams I experienced.

Having been hooked up to an IV as an adult, the sensation of having liquid poured on your skin is similar to having something injected via an IV. That cold sensation spreads out, moving from vein to vein, and you can feel the liquid moving beneath your skin. I now wonder if I was receiving some kind of treatment aboard a spacecraft when I was a child.

Animals in Another Place or Time

Animals in Another Place or Time

It starts like always, with a frequency. This time it was the high-pitched frequency in my left ear. At first, I was focused on, perhaps, a screen. I saw an area of ground where quite a bit of grass had been worn away. Then we were moving away from that area and I suddenly saw the entire coast of California, then the entire west coast, then I recognized the coast of Africa.

I stopped focusing on the Earth and, instead, focused on the symbols which had began moving vertically up the side of the screen. I told myself to remember them but, of course, I can’t remember much about them.

I had a conversation with a being about the craft, about how they were able to change shape. He told me it was like the was water can change shapes. (Later, I was reminded of the patterns made with sand at various frequencies of oscillation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YedgubRZva8.)

Then I’m not sure where I was, but I was viewing animals unlike any on Earth. I settled on one, specific animal and, as I watched it, it slowly began to morph into a different animal. It continued to morph and evolve until it finally looked like an animal on Earth. It had become a red panda.